Tuesday, May 15, 2007
I feel so stupid... so angry with myself, hurt.
I am the one who choose to leave, choose to walk away, the on telling myself not to look back, telling myself to awake frm this complicated mess.
I am the one saying all these, to myself.
And now, I am also the one who choose to bite on my own words.
lying to myself, lies and cover ups, thinking only the positive way, when i noe its all lies.
i hate this.
FUCK
=''((((
OK. i shall be more determined... i CAN do it. =DD
since i choose to walk away, i swear im not turning back.
pei yun 加油!!! ganbate!!!
pics of past days:
After squash went out wit miaohong to find trackshoes and fbt shorts. den frm tm go msq.. weikiang go join us wit his frens. den all find shoes tgt. finally found at FILA. den they go town. miaohong and i wan play bowling but hav to queue so go shopping instead. den i damn hungry la.. shud be gg to new york new york de.. but too many pple queueing and i hungry liaos.. jiu settle at Sakae sushi instead. lmao... eat til damn full, den walk frm citylink to bugis. Bought a top at bugis st. Miao hong go buy the same one as me. =X haha.. mine yellow, hers green.
bye and dun miss =))
I am the one who choose to leave, choose to walk away, the on telling myself not to look back, telling myself to awake frm this complicated mess.
I am the one saying all these, to myself.
And now, I am also the one who choose to bite on my own words.
lying to myself, lies and cover ups, thinking only the positive way, when i noe its all lies.
i hate this.
FUCK
=''((((
OK. i shall be more determined... i CAN do it. =DD
since i choose to walk away, i swear im not turning back.
pei yun 加油!!! ganbate!!!
pics of past days:
at Ikea.
The food there is cheap and nice!!!
After squash went out wit miaohong to find trackshoes and fbt shorts. den frm tm go msq.. weikiang go join us wit his frens. den all find shoes tgt. finally found at FILA. den they go town. miaohong and i wan play bowling but hav to queue so go shopping instead. den i damn hungry la.. shud be gg to new york new york de.. but too many pple queueing and i hungry liaos.. jiu settle at Sakae sushi instead. lmao... eat til damn full, den walk frm citylink to bugis. Bought a top at bugis st. Miao hong go buy the same one as me. =X haha.. mine yellow, hers green.
At sakae sushi
bye and dun miss =))
With ♥ 7:05:00 pm
